Forgiveness is something I’ve had to deal with a bit too often for my liking, especially in the past five years. Sometimes it comes harder to me than it should. This is an apology to anyone I’ve hurt by being too abrasive, unforgiving, judgmental, etc. If you knew the context you might understand more. Or maybe not, it doesn’t matter. I’m trying to get my mind in order and right some wrongs. 

Sorry to anyone I have used as a means to an end.

Sorry to anyone who trusted me and had their trust broken.

Sorry to anyone that I criticized and pushed away for some small mistake or error in judgement.

And anyone else who feels as though they deserve an apology, I’m sorry.

It’s been a struggle for me to place importance on the people in my life, people who should be dear to me but aren’t. I think I need to forgive myself before I can.